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Wo thandi andheeri raat Bahut dur agaya hu chalte chalte Dar hai, kahi kho na jau Samne hai namzil par raat hai gehari Dar hai......kahi so na jau Kun uthega mujhe meri neend se... Jisme mai jhuthe sapne me khoya rahunga... Jhuth ka andhera mujhe gher lega... Aur mai kuch na kar paunga..... Dar ye nahi ki manzil kathin hai... Bas itna gum hai ki wo sath nahi.... Wada kiya tha sath rehage.... Par Ab shayad usko meri parwah nahi... Hath usne choda ki maine ye to yaad ni... Par dil me dard ab utha hai.... Jab manzil samne hai par.... Manzil tak pahuchane wala piche chutt chuka hai.....

As i sit in the room so dark Even a ray of hope struggles through the pin hole But as i rise to open the door A black shadow dwells my soul I am afraid to see in the dark I might see that shadow again he asks me come along in his dark world Cause he has seen me in this pain Cause i have seen pain in my life There were blood in my eyes that formed my tears But i choose to sit in this dark room with my eyes close Cause  my crying no on will ever hear But i shall raise with all my strength Cause i promised that i will come But you have be trust me for this Cause my death will be hard on some But i wont die, cause it needs a heart That you broked in pieces and left me to die But i will come in your pain Cause baby, i never lie I have tears in my eyes, they struggle to fall But no one will see it, because the laughter that I fake I will hold you in my arms, and prot

Us andhere mod par Agar kabhi lage ki sab chutt gaya hai Koi apna tumse ruth gaya hai Ye duniya ab tumahra sath ni deti Kuch kho sa gaya hai is duniya me tumahra Shayad kisi cheej ko apnane k liye Tumne apne app ko bahut piche chodd diya hai Thik us andhere mod par, jaha sabne tumhe akela chodd diya Jo tumahra pyara tha, apno ne hi cheen liya Tumhe lagega ki mai tumhe wahi akela chodd jaunga Lekin mai apni is pari k liye jarur aunga Shayad meri ankkhe nam ho Ho sakta hai mai thak chuka rahu is duniya se ladte ladte Shayad Meri shareer se khun ki boonde giregi Par kam se kam tu to mere sath rahegi Har dard samjhta hu tumhara Janta hu ki meri pari darti hai Kas kar jakad lunga tumhe apni baho me Har dukh tumhara mit jaega Is behati nadi ki dharo me.........................                                                                                                                 

   Wo phir ladega ye shareer thak chuki hai... kehti hai, ab aur nahi lada jata ye dimag bhi haar chuka hai... sochta ha, ab aur nahi saha jata... phir is dil ka kya karo... har mod par naye umeed jise dikhti hai har boond jise naye si lagti hai har kadam jo uska hausala badha sa jata hai kaise samjhau use... ki ab shayad sab khatam ho chuka hai... wo phir bhi ni manega... aj haar use phir todegi..lekin wo phir bhi uthega.... uske ladkhadate kadam...sudhrenge... wo apna vajood nahi mitne dega... wo phir ladega... wo phir ladega... wo phir ladega....