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The cringing pains, never worried me It was the heeling that dropped the pearls The pains worked like adrenaline rush But heeling always got to my nerves Is it the worry of the days to follow? Cause the sun will shine bright tomorrow So will the world see the devil in me? The one i caged... In the nights so hollow... So let me die under this moon today Let me stair deep into his eyes So i could see as i pass Will he even care a good bye? Was my destiny way too ambitious? Was my hardwork all fake? Was my pain for my destiny to small? Or was is it just gods play? So here i lay, under this moon Thinking of giving up...end all and just flight Then why i feel every moment Something in me still wants the last fight Now i stand on my legs so week Let my enemies try their might Cause now i have nothing to loose And now I fight in this horror night

Aj phir tera jikr hua Aj phir teri baat chali Sapno me aj achanak Tujhse kuch yu mulakat huye Aj phir mile wo panne Jinko maine phad diya tha Aj phir gire ansu inn namm ankho se Jinko maine poch liya tha Par bhul chuka tha mai tujhe Teri har baat bhula di thi Is pagal dil ko bht samjhya, bht manaya Isko teri adat chodda di thi Phir kyu ab is patthar dil me dard hota hai Kyu bistar pe letne k baad ye dil roj rota hai Kyu ye ni manta ki tu jaa chuki hai Kyu ye pagal tera roj intajaar karta hai Muskura deta hu yaaro ki bato pe Vyast rehne ka bahana karta hu Dhakk chuka hu is hare kagaj k kambal se Par is kambal k andar mai har raat rota hu

So if someday, I lay still as dead My throat would choak on my blood And gods clentched my soul with all their might I wont leave your hand in this dark night And if they succeed in their cruel plans They fetched my body to their stances  I will still protect you through the heavens dew Cause my princess..this is how much i love you

Jab yaad ayegi teri, do aansu gira lunga Bahut royega ye mann, isko mana lunga Chote bahut hain iss dil pe, unko chupa lunga Jab yaad ayegi teri do aansu gira lunga Par samjha lunga mai ise, masoom hai...behek jata hai Jab teri yaad ati hai, koi gaana sa gun gunata hai Bahut dard hai unn gano me, kaise samjhau tmhe Tmhe dekhta hai, to fir kahi kho jata hai Ab na ho paega ye mujhse, insaan hu, thakk jata hu Tujhe bhulana to durr, teri yaado me kho jata hu Ab teri kahi harr baat apne mann se mita dunga Par jab yaad ayegi teri, do aansu gira lunga

Ek kahani hai dil me mere...kaise baya karu Baat kuch purani hai ... Kaise baya karu Jhuth ni bolunga ki ab tu yaad ni ati Par yaadein bahut chubhti hain..kaise baya karu barsaat me jab khidki se dekhte samay Ek halki si hawa chehre ko choo k jati hai Kuch sawal sa puchti hai..koi gana sa gun gunati hai Wo puchti hai "kya sochte rehte ho, kabi hame b batao...kyu ab yu chup rehte ho...tm b kuch gun gunao" Ab usko kya samjhu ki ab bas ek hi chahat hai Ki ab tm na muje aur mai na tmhe yaad au